জীবন যদি দুর্গোৎসব হয় তবে তুমি আমার অষ্টমী।
আমার প্রেম হোক অষ্টমীর অঞ্জলি,
আমার আকুলতা হোক পুষ্প,
আমার আবেগ হোক প্রসাদ,
মঙ্গলারতি আমার অনুরাগ,
একশ আট প্রদীপ হোক আমার আনন্দ,
আমার শৌর্য হোক পূজাউপাচার
আমার নৃত্যকলা হোক তোমার বিনোদন
আমার উচ্ছাস হোক তোমার ভোগ
আমার ত্রিশূল হোক তোমার ভরসা
আমার প্রগল্ভতা হোক তোমার পুষ্পমালা
আমার আনন্দ হোক তোমার আভরণ;
তুমি একবার তোমার দুর্গোৎসবে আমায় সামিল কর, বুঝিয়ে দের কতদূর সমর্পিত হতে পারি।
Story of a geek guy with Hilsa memories:-
It was probably your way of “Thanksgiving”. You had cooked two Hilsa preparations and invited me to relish the same. I was scared to accept your invitation. I was scared to invade your home with my ruffled thoughts of last summer. However, I couldn’t resist the idea of having food made by you; I couldn’t resist the idea of looking at you without any interruption. You are so irresistible!
When I reached, your captivating smile and a delicious aroma of freshly cooked mustard Hilsa welcomed me; I felt like home.
“I thought you will not come; still I hoped against hope…” She smiled at me.
“You invited me…how can I skip?” I assured trying to forget the issues called ‘past’.
“Thanks.” You led me to the dining table and I noticed a row of ornamental vines hanging happily near the balcony. A few paper-made wall hangings are trying to give the home a happy look. You are trying earnestly to act like a happy person. Sadly, I too act like, everything is okayed.
And then, the celestial moment came. You served me rice, “Sorshe Illish” (mustard hilsa) and “Illish bhapa” (steamed hilsa). I was elated with food and you, both. The pungent green chillies and notorious mustard seeds set my taste buds on fire. I was untying the banana leaves to expose the queen of fish and you were looking at my finger movements.
“What’s it dear?”
“Nothing,” you chuckled, “you eat very slowly.”
“I am just cautious” I replied.
“Are you afraid of fish bones?” you laughed musically and I smiled like a stupid dolt.
“Let me separate the bones…”
“No, it’s okay; I’ll manage.”
You made me eat four pieces of fish. Deep inside, I felt something strong for you; I am still drunk of you just like before. Your yellow-green saree was so enticing. You are like my mom; so loving yet so pungent.
I was a bit uneasy while having the fish. I was trying not to wet my eyes with memories; I was attentive to behave normally.
I couldn’t say, “I still love you.” But that day felt like a dawn of civilization; so new and so fresh. I consumed the food made by you. I consumed the purest form of “amrito”. I couldn’t ask for more.
She softly started, “For once I wanted to feel like I am your wife. For once, I ate after my beloved finished his meal. For once, I felt like I am living my dream.” She stopped and I looked at her teary eyes. I felt like I was alive to listen her musical voice and these words.